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Monday, March 21, 2005

news!

changin of blog!
tis is my new addy http://shiqin.blogspot.com/
tis blog will not be updated.

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Sunday, February 20, 2005

com lab 2

hohoho
jux finish the nation builder game durin cme lesson.
quite fun!

senior builder.
my com.... haix.
its like fightin a war againist it.
n i lost.
damn it.
these few days were like crazy.
muggin for tests n my tution hw.
gt scolded by her many time cos i didnt do her work.
well... wadeva.
gt back physics results.
quite disappointed.
didnt hope for tt kind of result.
well... i cant hao gao wu yuan...
so juz hav to accept fate.
nw i m wonderin if i m gointo fail amaths.
n chemisty.
sian man.
went to temple on sat.
pray to the god 'kong zi'
for my exams. hope it will get better.
den oso prayed for mine n my family's safety.
hope tt everything will get better tis year!
tts all.
till next time!

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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

i m back!! muhahahaha....

hey hey~!!!!!
i m back! finally!!!
all thanks to my com.
ya. my toopid com.
still crazy nowadays.
bt better liao.
so long nv update liao.
quite a lot happened these days.
too lazy to recall n type out too.
its chinese new yr n i had just spent my 8th n 9th in malaysia.
wit my grandparents.
its wild in there!
ppl r so high bout CNY.
they put crackers n stuffs.
it was noisy. n i hate it.
cos u will suddenly hear a very loud 'BOOM'.
n u just jump out of ur skin!
haha. bt some r very nice.
gt the 'yan hua' type.
it will just shoots in the air.
like our national day parade ones.
ppl there like it LOUD.
the louder the better.
hahahaa. diff customs.
its fun lah. gt quite a few ang pows alrdy.
bt all malaysia ringits.
buta, surely i will change wit my dad.
muhahahahah!
happy new year!!!

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Monday, December 27, 2004

`i m nt paranoid`

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv

haha. u guys should take tis test someday,
quite alot of questions.
n i should say, results r nt always meant to be true.
hohoho.
enjoy!

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Sunday, December 26, 2004

`friendship vs relationships`

hey hey~
was alrdy pissed off the moment i woke up today.
tis is wad had happened.
n i should state, its all frm my pt of view.
it MAY NT B TRUE!!!

asked a few of my frens ytd if they gonna watch kf hustle.
xwei dun wan, wan rong cannt. left lf n eileen n me.
kat n cam didnt reply my sms till today.
n guess lo. the first thing i saw today was cam's reply.
wad rather pissed off by her reply.

she goes 'nah... dun wan...'.
to many of u out there readin tis.
u might tink tt i m crazy or wad.

cos tt's a rather normal reply.
bt, mayb its her tone tt annoys me.
or her attitude frm the past sms tt sets me on fire.
plus she's spendin lesser time on us.
due to ben, which is perfectly alright.
there's tis time when she wans me to teach her,
to bake biscuits for ben as a xmas presents.
told her tt i dont noe hw to bake.
bt my mom does.
so my mom said she'll bake some for her to try. incase she dun like it.
so she tried. n i muz clarify, my mom did it thru the step by step cookbk.
its nt her prob if its nt nice right?
cam sms me n said, 'the cookies were.. erm.. "passable"'.
pissed me off. if she say tt the cookies tt i bake is nt nice, fine!
cos i m nt a g8 cook.
bt, she cannt 'insult' my mom.

nt on the cookie side, bt on the whole.
dunno, its hard to describe.

its like my mom's kind enough to help her.
although she doesnt hav to.
n cant she juz at least say 'ok' n nt 'passable'.
to me, its kinda rude.
even if i m in cam's shoe n vise versa, i still wont say 'passable'.
bt 'ok'. its the way of life.
k. anyway. 4get it.
den, one fine day, she told me tt she doesnt wan to bake liao.
cos she gt no time. well, as if i gt alot of time.
i was quite packed too.
wad is tt man! i hate tis. waste my time n my mom's effort.
so i replyed 'fine. gd. cos i no time too'.
n frm tt day on, wheneva i sms her on stuffs,
she'll juz like dun wan to reply liddat.

its irritatin! mayb she wan to save her sms for ben.
or mayb she's lazy to reply our msg cos her hand's tired aft smsin wit ben.
ya. i m crazy. i m evil.
bt i m juz bein frank here.
realli. FRANK.

to cam or his ben(i noe ben will tell cam if he read tis):
if u r readin tis, be angry or wadeva.
bt tis is hw i feel. hw i thought.
i m juz here to vent my anger.
wadeva i said here, be it real or false.
bt. pls. in a relatinship, u muz b truthful.

bt nt everythin tt we say, muz be told to him.
it will lead to misunderstandin.
may the understandin b bet me n u, u n him or me n him.
isnt it beta to juz avoid?

oh god!!!!!!!!!!
m i juz being to paronoid?
m i worryin for nth?
m i jealous tt my frends spent less time on us?
or m i crazy?
do i care too much for my friends?
do i interfer too much?
do i care too much of my frends' feelin?
DO I?
bt i noe tt i m definately thinkin too much.
SORRY CAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alright, tt aside.
den its kathy. she cant watch wit us too.
cos she watchin it tml wit her 184 tml too.
tt one i dun blame her. cos its very seldom tt they can get together.
mayb twice in a yr or so?
m i bias?
i cant stop tinkin bout it!
bt lucky, i gt wan rong.
i told her evreythin.
she gave me some realli g8 advise.
all thanks to her.
i can slp tight tonight.
btw, should i post tis entry?
scared tt cam will get angry if she get to noe tis.
n affect our friendship.
haiz. wadeva. at least i m frank.
can i put codes on tis entry?
so tt only certain ppl can see?

phew! finally gt it off my chest.
PS: whoeva is readin tis, keep it fmr cam! i dun wan to affect our friendship

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Saturday, December 25, 2004

`merry xmas!`

hey hey!
its christmas today!
hohoho!
well, for me, basically slept the whole day thru.
haha. tired ar.

frm the activities i had the day b4.
did nt much.
bored..........

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Friday, December 24, 2004

`fun n more fun!`

hey hey!
had a realli g8 time these few days!
realli happy!

22/12/04

mr ong invited us to his xmas party @ his house!
n man! his house is so cool!
totally rocks! wit lots of cool stuffs!
his a wood lover. most of the stuffs in his huse r made of wood.
he said tt most of his stuffs were his collection frm travellin.
he gt alot of stuffs tt were old n meaninful too.
for exp, he told me tt he gt tis limited edition coke pic.
frm the coke company.
theres only 2 in tis world.
n one is in his huse.
it is ultimately cool!
the food's nice too!
turkey, bee hoon, ham, hot dogs, fishballs, curry,
walnut cake, bur bur cha cha, n agar agar.
must hav spent lostsa $$ on us!
den we had a sing-along session.
xmas carols n stuffs.
he played the guitar while we sing.
den its gift xchange time!
i gt a egg dustbin.
went hm thru rj's bro.
he drove us hm.
cool leh. drivin is so cool!
slog thru the friendship bands througout the night.
manage to finish 2.
tiredzzzzzz.....

23th
managed to get some slp.
den continue to do more of the bands.
met up wit xwei, lf n peeps.
n went to ah soo's charlet.
a big bunglow! bt the decorations....
*ahem*...
haha. went to marinade the chickens.
n prepare the bbq food.
n its bbq time! i muz say, quite pissed off by the ppl.
prepare so much of food, bt nt much of ppl eat.
argh....
den went to pasir ris park to hav fun!
played bball n the spinin plate.
deb went back to the charlet to hav majjong.
didnt hav much luck though.
till kenneth came to sit beside me.
when he sat dwn, he kept sayin tt he is the king of gambling.
n 'zi mo' king. hahaha.
n thru enough, my luck changes.
i haven even open up all my tiles n he said,
'u r so gonna win tis round. do u smell victory??'
haha. it was fun!
played throughout the night.
baths n stuffs.
n its time to go hm aft breakfast at mac!
damn tired...
slept the whole day........

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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

`caRe`

hey hey~
nt much happened to me these few days.
was bz takin care of the 3 kiddos in my huse.
n finally, they went hm ytd.
*phew*
b4 tt, i wan to apologise.
to lifang.
y?
cos she gt so worried of me!
haha. sorry to make u worry.
i went for an x-ray ytd.
y? its a girl thing.

lol. my period n stuffs liddat lah.
too gross to put it on my blog.
kkz. gt suspious tt sumthin might be wrong.
so i decided to went for a check.
so end up? i m perfectly fine!
hahaha! *phew*
my doc say its due to the hormones in my body.
nth big. save me 3 packs of med.
to take at a very specfic time of the day, wk , mth.
troublesome leh.
n its nt cheap. spent bout $185.90 on the med fee.
$33.30 for per pack of med.
i gt 3 pack. the rest includes xray n seein the doc's face fee.
haha. quite X lah. bt its worth it.

at least i noe i m fine.
had to see the doc again on 28th feb.

den today, i finally went to do my IC.
went to the ICA buildin.
had my bro's n mine pic taken.
n man, i look bad!
aft i cut my hair, it gets quite messy.
n sumore need to see my ear n eyebrow.
so the photos come out wierd. wit colours tt r nt supposed to b there, there.
went to level 3, take my no, n went in to wait.
the process's quite fast.
zoom n zoom n zoom.
den went back to level 2 to change my bro's pass pic.
its was a long wait.

den took MRT to bugis. for SHOPPIN!
haha. had a great time.
was so tired out! *phew*
gtg do christmas gift liao.
i bet tt i cant finish it!
n i gonna win tis bet.

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Saturday, December 18, 2004

`breakawaY`

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

[Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

_taken frm kelly clarkson's breakaway.

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`helPin out`

hey hey~
went to help syan wit the RC christmas celebration today.
its at hg pt. had to wear red shirt.
bt i dun hav. so i wear a dark pink shirt.
had a truce wit syan ytd night tt i m nt gonna be the santa.
haha. in the end its michelle n syan.
went there clueless on wad i gonna do.
sat n sat. den we hav to guard the 3 rows of seats,
specially reserved for the elderly frm th old folks' hm.
by den, some of the events had alrdy started.
n its crowded. it was when i couldnt stand sporeans' kiasu-ness.
tis's wad happen. its alrdy very crowded.
the 3 rows of reserved seat were very much empty cos we r there.
den these aunties, they will rush in n sat dwn.
like nth happen liddat. its like...
stupid lor. aint it obvious tts the seats r reserved?
they were late n they expect to get such gd seats?
ridiculous lor. common sense says so.
some saw us seatin dwn there to 'chop' the seat,
n they complain out loud againist us tt 'they all very old meh'.
when i told them its reserved for the old folks'.
blah. stubborn!
luckly the old folks came. so tt they can juz shut up their mouths.
i m doin sumthin gd ok!
anyway, at last i can get out of the crowd.
went to get our free KFC meal.
sat n eat. xwei said she wan to try the lucky dip.
for juz $1, she gt a $85 facial spa.
lucky her. i gt a 'golfy-peanuty' lookalike name card holder.
xwei is the big winner lah. she gt losta other stuffs.
den i went to get a henna. waited very long.
y? cos some of them cut q.
blah. nt bad lah. it looks like tis:

for 3 bucks. nt bad huh.
den met cam n ben.
met my mum too.
gt too tired. so i went hm.
argh, those aunties sucks!

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